so yeah

I stopped being in choir a few months back, and now it's killing me. I can't believe I did such a thing. I've been in choir for nearly 10 years, and being the theater helped mask the pain. When that faded though, and I had no use for my loud voice, I stopped using it. Now I'm trying to work it back to being as loud as I can.

Locked in a box
trapped by chains and swallowed in the dark
I can't even find the air to take a breath
A breath could save my life
I'd die if I could feel that release
The pressure off on, my chest flo lifted
The cold intake of the night air
Swallowed in my burning lungs
The ones that want to scream, to breath, to sing
It's been so long since I've taken a real breah
One that goes down to my hips
That comes out a moment long, and oh so srong
I know if I could find the strength
Somewhere inside to breath and sing
Than I would be free from the dark
I would be free and I would sing.