Tuesday, June 15

My dearest, is not mine.

This goes out too a missing piece of my soul. To a girl I love. I hope she knows how beautiful she is. Even if she's strange. It's what I love about her.

My Dearest,
    You are no blood kin of mine
        No blood runs threw our veins the same.        
            No family entwines us like binds
                No way are you blood.
    You are no friend of mine
        No eyes I know
            No laugh that lifts my heart
                No where in space in time
    You are a nothing
        You are locked in a screen
            Your face is never seen
                Your voice is but a dream
    Yet I hear you scream.
    Yet I know your there.
    Yet I want you to know I care.
        You are no family of mine.
        You are no friend of mine.
        You are no life laid out next to mine.
    Yet our hearts seem intertwined.
    Yet my soul cries threw your eyes.
        You are nothing to me.
        Because you are me.
            You are a skin living in my heart.
            You are an illusion I fear of madness
        Yet I embrace you.
            I wish to take you from the dark.
            I wish to hold you back from those ghost in your eyes.
            The ones hiding in your words
                The monsters crawling in your skin.
    You are no friend of mine.
        But you are mine.
I feel as if I've known you always.
    When I feel, it's like you know.
        You are my desires screaming inside my head.
            Brought into the light, by you.
    You make me feel crazy.
        You make me feel safe.
            You make me feel alive.
    There is no conclusion to this mystery.
        Because it only goes on.
    Just know...
        You maybe no blood of mine.
        You maybe no friend of mine.
            But I am here when you need me.

-end
Dearest, one can only hope when you read this. You will know who you are, to me and to the world. I feel like I day dream in this skin, but your who I'm meant to be. You speak the words I wont, and live threw my demons with me. I hope you know I love you Seren. :)

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