Two Truths.

I'm tired and dazed

The two facts I wont hide

I'm full but I'm empty

I'm running but slowly

I'm smilling but crying inside

I've become a walking contradiction

Everything about screams a lie

I don't want to talk but I cant shut up

I want to be quesit and all all

But then say I have to much tI'me in my head

I smile and say I'm ok I'm working on it

But really this pain is so mich I just want to cry

To let the pain consume me

To let the world just slip away

Close my eyes the worlds not here

Its just me

I'm running from the darkness I want to embrace

I have to act at least like I have it together

Don't let them see everything thats going on

Breath in breath out

Don't hold the pain n

Smile laugh say its ok

Don't let them know that nothing will ever

Be the same

You take one step forward there is no such thing

As taking on step back