Not the symptom the Cause.

I'm sitting here thinking of you

My mind is full of you

Smiling, laughing, good times we've had

Over and done that's what I am when i'm next to her

Ruff and restless like the sea my emotions battle

Raging inside me.

The black abyss and the white sea

 I'm in between showered with gray of confusion. 

Your the cause of all of this

I'm just the one you chose.

the weapon you strike with to start a new battle.

Couldn't wouldn't words I know

And you who showed me that I could

Never thought i'd be on the other side.

but now I know it's a double sided blade.

Tragic and painful something I couldn't put her threw

And yet I want to hold you like something new, and claim you as my own

Never could I go through the guilt of stealing you

Does it ever accure that mabey I'd get too?

Ready now as I'll ever be

Enough I cant stand this battle, I pound my head and heart with stone

Withdraw from myself, They'd hate me if they knew

I can still dream of you, I touch your picture in my mind

Wound up tight in my mind, their not there and your mine.

Offering a laugh and a smile

Never thought you'd hurt her. 

Tell her that you love her then you see me

Hey what's going on I want to stop in my head but my heart loves the pain

Universes clash I wont be the person that hurt me in the past. 

Restless are these thoughts in my head

They yell, they scream, they rant, your mine you chose me but I remember

And I cry I dont want to go through this

No more these thoughts are gone

No more as the tears come down my face, follow there path away from me

At least for now your gone, but the tears go in my heart where your locked up...for now.