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Hi.
So wow, I haven't posted in this blog in over two years. That is just...mind blowing to me. Mind blowing that it's been two years since I turned over to tumblr, and mind blowing that two years later I still have realitve who never made the switch to going back and looking at my new blog. Well lucky for me this one is still here because Tumblr has not gone exactly how I wanted it to. I wanted it to be a break from here. I thought I needed a break, but I never really got one I just got more distracts. Life has changed so much in the past two years I can't even wrap my mind around it.

Where to even start
I didn't graduate high school on time, still haven't actually. I tried to kill myself, several times in fact. Mom did too. We both failed. Matthias and Mom finally fell apart like I always knew it would, I learned that be careful what you wish for thing the hard way. We lost the house, and Snoop and Mardi. Yoda lives with Matthias and I miss my cat is an understatement. I had a two year long relationship that blew up like everything else, Bailey moved on with her life. I moved to Portland with can you believe it James of all people:) Josh Bock lives with us too sometimes.
If someone had told me two years ago, I'd be coming back here with my life the way it was, and what's happened. I wouldn't believe it, or maybe I would and I'd have killed myself and escaped it all who knows.
This is not how I intended for my life to work out is the understatement of the year for sure. I just can't figure out how I got here. Anyway I have a lot of work a lot of writing I've done and posted that I don't really want on my Tumblr anymore. I want it here. Everything in one place so I'm going to do that.
<3
The Reigning Queen.