I just wrote this about three minutes ago. After my mom cried herself to sleep. My family is moving across the country, and it's my call. To stay here where I have lived for the past seven years, where my friends, family, and boyfriend are. Or I could go with them, to a city I've only dreamed about seeing, to a place with new people who I'd like to met, where I can watch over my little brother. It's my call.....and right now I'm Lost so here it goes ;;
I'm just so Lost in life right now.
This year I need to consentrate
I need to get my act together
I need to do this and that
I need to stop my heart
To not feel anything for a little while
Just so maybe I could breath
I don't know what to do anymore
Escape isn't an option
I can't runaway, I always return
Even when it means crying at the doorstop
I'm lost
What do I do?
Watch all my family slip away from me?
Grasp at air, while they move away
Should I run to catch up with them
Should I stay or should I go
it will hurt her if I stay
It will hurt me either way
Its a doublesided blade
But I don't know what side to impale myself on
Stay or go?
while i cannot tell you which to do, I can tell you that family is more important than friends in the long run. Friends go their separate ways after high school. Family will stand by you forever.
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